Do I distrust God's intent?
Am I discontent with things God has given me?
What do I truly desire for my life?
Does God really love me?
If God truly loves me why does He withhold that which I believe will fully nourish?
Does God not want me to be happy?
Why am I so ungrateful?
What will truly satisfy me?
Way do I always desire something different, something other than what I have?
I am hungering for something more. I want to know Jesus more intimately.
I know that desire for more comes from Jesus' pursuit of my heart, and for that I am beyond grateful.
I love you and miss you! I'm praying. I often feel this way. Thank you for sharing dear friend!
ReplyDeleteI hear you... these questions have once been mine also... and some of them still are.
ReplyDeleteWe all have questions similiar to yours, Jillian !! Maybe you are like I tend to be....I ask questions of, and TALK to God so often, sometimes I think I don't take time to LISTEN!!! When I spend time reflecting (or meditating) I realize all the ways He SHOWS me His goodness (miracles in my everyday life)and His love for me; and remind myself again and again, that He has a plan for my (our) life and if it seems not to agree with what I want, then surely He knows best :-) Don't let your questioning override your faith !! I love you, Grandma'
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